sedih.....

smlm sy terperasan yg gambar2 dalam hp sy semua sudah hilang....waaa....

gambar c emrys dari sejak lahir lagi tu....

aiyaa....

minta maaf la syg mummy, mummy x suda gambar2 emrys yg masih btl2 baby tu....

:(....

sedih sgt!

pic ni ambik dr pesbuk utk menceriakan diri.....

my everythings!
daddy n emrys

saat-saat akhir d labuan...

hari ini suda 11 julai...waa...tinggal beberapa hari lagi keberadaan kami d labuan....

lpas ni daddy emrys transfer p K.Marudu, mummy n emrys stay d kg....mummy terpaksa resign coz mummy tidak dapat transfer ke k.marudu....transfer p kk pla tapi mummy x mau la kalau d kk....susahlah mau cari rumah....harap ada rezeki lain lah utk mummy....huhu...

mummy pnya planning pn masih kabur2...blm tau mau buat apa nt kalo suda stay d kg....ada juga bingung2 sikit..tapi harap suma pn akan ok....manatau ada peluan jadi bnesswman lpas ni..hihi....

mau belajar idup berdikari after this, x tlampau bergantung sama daddy emrys, coz after this tiada daddy emrys mau tolong itu ini, waaa......parah ni...

haish....just forgt it..x payah pikir banyak2....better jalani sisa2 hidup d labuan ni dgn happynyaaa...

hehe...share pics dulu la dgn korangs.....

enjoy this...

c cassella lim yg sangat manja dgn mummy....
buat mummy selalu rindu....
miss u baby...
best dengar dia sebut hitachi jadi titachi....

c emrys yg selalu mummy rindu....
yg selalu buat mummy n daddy tersenyum bahagia..
c kecil mummy yg makin aktif....luv u syg..

tidur yg amat lena....
kepala yg berkilat coz kurang rambutss...hehe

adrieyl emrys javier....

sitaring mummy yg suda besar2 sikit....
makin cumill....

2nd anibesari!!

12.06.2012...

waa..suda 2 thun sy jadi bini org....
pheww.....banyak pengalaman yg ditempuhi sepanjang 2 thn ni....manis, pahit, masam, masin semuaaa ada...
ketawa dan air mata pn ada jugak!....

apa2pun..thanx 2 my DH yg sangat2 bersabar dalam melayan karenah sy yg mcm2....
skg tambah karenah lg dengan adanya my DS yg sngt cumill(waa puji anak sendiri)...
gandakan ja kesabaran ya dear....hehe

thn ni pnya anibeseri sy celebrate dgn sesimple2nya....juz kfc'ing to celebrate it aa....
dan kek 1/2kg saja aa.....beli pn last2 minit...nasib southern masi buka....hahaha...
xbuli mau celebrate grand2 nt kalo tlampau lama d luar rumah karang mengamuk lagi sy pnya sitaring kecik 2...

saya mimang tiada mood mau bercerita ba sikarang...huh!...otak serabut sgt....

the cake!!

hari-hari yg banyak keja...

its been a a weeks i dont post any entry here.....a bit busy lately...even there so many thing dancing inside my mind and keep running to get out from my mind....but the keja yg btimbun make my time limited....
even this moment i try to bloging sambil VOP'ing...so many thing to do...

although in this biziness moment, i never forget to thank God for this situation and this great feelings of being surrounding by kwn2 yg sangat gila2 mcm sy.....Fini, Ruzy n Reina u all rock my world bebeh...cant imagine how can i survive in this place without u guys..
baru kemarin kena timbak dr HQ...wow!!begini lah kalau jadi bilis selalau saja kena impit oleh paus...hahaha..
i dont think i can stand it without u all.....'terharu la pulak'...sob..sob..sob..
thanx 4 owez be here with me....lob uolls...

my lil baby emrys pun makin besar..he's 3 months ++ now...and he grows fast even the laugh sound also makin kuat...yay!!make me x sabar2 mau sampai rumah setiap ptg...make my leg sangat berat utk melangkah kuar dr pintu setiap pagi...even make me miss him 4 whole day in the opis....waa...mummy love u syg...
but its still have a BUT... i am being a mummy for 3months ++  BUT i still dont know how to cut his nail...huhu sorry syg...nasib daddy pandai.....

mummy n emrys!!

hari ini sabtu..so have 1 and half day masa yg penuh utk bersama c kecilku..i like it...happy weekend world....njoy this weekend....:)

rasa down yang amat!!

okiesss...semangat yang hilang (mcm tajuk lagu la pulak)....

i dont know what going on with myself, recently i feel down yg amat sangat...

apasalah mcm semua serba tidak kena ni???tolong...tolong...tolong...

i feel like a loser....i have nothing to be proud...and im turning 30 next year...haiyaaa....

why suddenly i felt like this??apasal selama ni aku selamba gaban ja menghadapi tapi tetiba ari ni emosi pulak???arrrggghhh....

kihkihkih...

maybe i need to transform myself into a supermum, supersista, superwife, superdaughter n all de super supaya de indabest feeling will gone from my mind....

chayo chayo...the first thing i need to do is update my resume....cari keja lain kuar dari opis ni...hahahaha....

update resume???yayy!!mau gambar baru la ni....aku ni dahlah fobia bab2 gambar pasport ni....gambar paspot ni amat2 menampakkan mukaku yg gemuk..halamak....

inda apa...aku cari gambar time baru2 kawen dulu...time 2 aku belom berapa gemokss kot....hikhikhik...

dan the hasil is.....

comel jerrr haku....haha

ok...ok...memang agak kembang...hehehe...tapi x pe..i will use this pic...sekian...

gudluck 4 me 2 update the resume n seterusnya...gudluck utk dapatkan keja lain....

bla...bla..bla...

boringgg.....


not in a mood to do anything....luckily my work not bertimbun like last week....n luckily boss not in the opis during this lazy mood attacking me...
open the drawer n i saw something attracting my mind....i make a simple bracelet :

i terus pakai....

very simple but i like it...ceh....
but the hand really disturbing my mind...why so big aa???haha..means im gemuk la itu kan....alamak....make me more stress....mau kurusss....
mcm mn mau kurus ni???even last night during the rainy night pun i force my hubby to take me to the grocery store to buy a big box of ice cream...nafsu...nafsu...
mau disiplin to control my makan habit la after this....gudluck aa mummy emrys...

aiyaa...betapa inda pandainya sy...yesterday i perasan kuku my litle emrys suda agak panjang dan sungguh bahaya untuknya coz now sy sudah buka dia punya mittens..jadi dengan penuh keyakinan i took the nail cutters, and TIP..ouchh!!potongan pertama saya suda silap potong...alamak mcm ada cedera :

jari telunjuk yg cedera....
sorry aa syg..

i promise after this i never cut your nail anymore....will ask daddy to cut it ok....
what a small matter pun i boleh fail....waaa...sedinyaaa.....
stress lagiii.....

hmmm..to reduce my stress better i stop here....karang semua cerita ending dia i stress....
kena fight ni supaya next time boleh jadi kurus n boleh pandai potong kuku si encik emrys.....

hari yg mengantuk!!

hhuuuaaarrgghhh..

sangat2 mengantuk hari ini...semalam my litle emrys betul2 menguji kesabaran saya sebagai ibunya (sebenarnya dia selesma)..hampir setiap 30minit dia menangis dan mau menyusu..
hati yg kesian melihat dia menangis, kdg2 bertukar kpd geram apabila rasa penat yg tramat sgt melanda diri (sgt mengantuk plus blm mandi pd jam 11pm)...nampaknya sy blm menjadi seorang mummy yg kuat (hope from time 2 time can learn hw 2 be a strong mummy)...


td pagi sy bawa emrys ke klinik...doktr suda bagi ubat, harap dia cepat sembuh...badan saja yg ada di opis tapi fikiran sentiasa di rumah teringat anak kesayangan yg sedang sakit d rumah...
baru sy tau begini rasannya jadi mummy...baru sy rasa apa yg mama rasa selama ini, baru sy tau kenapa mama marah apabila kami jarang menelefon...(ma, siou dit koinsanai winonsoi ku d nokoruol ginawo nu)...


waa..since im a mummy now, the way im thinking oredi changes a bit rupanya...mcm sy suda pandai pasal perasaan ni..ewahh perasan la pula...hope this positif changes will continuous and jadi bertambah baik la...hehe...chayo~..

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hehehe....

hmmm...after 2 month maternity leave, here im again sitting in front my ugly comp (opis pnya harta ni..kihkihkih)..and again dunno what 2 do..masi blur2 dgn persekitaran opis, more 2 pura2 bz, plus i miss my little emrys...huhu...
oppsss...im jumping to my story, padahal ni baru blajar bt blog..teringin mau memblog bcoz of 1 of my fren beria2 sgt bw bt blog.. suda la xda bakat mau berblog, tp smangat utk mcuba sgt berkobar2..jadi ini la hasilnya...ceh...
since this is my 1st time, jd boleh dimaafkan la wpun its look weird @ something yg sgt x mnarik kn...
stop here,x idea mau tlis apa..lgpun ini masa keja sbnrnya... hahaha..btw..MACIK RUZY SY SUDAH START NI...hehe